29 [short]

Tuesday. 29 my number. It is the evening, I am already in my bed and I am very tired today. I have had a nice weekend , was with my friend at her place and we just chilled. There is a lot going on in my head but so little words to express. I wish…

28

It is Friday, Corona time. We all know how we are affected, emotionally, physically. Being far away from family, friends, not being able to work, not being able to train.It is the worst time we are in. But on the other side, it is the time when we can change things, when we can look…

27

Restless Sitting, having movie in the background, doors from the bedroom are half closed, where my dog is already sleeping….I’m on couch and feeling restless….have been in this feeling almost the whole day. ☀️🍒🐋 I guess it’s because I’m confronted with the biggest decision in my life. To take care of me before taking care…

26

So, here I am , back again. I have been meditating and it just passed me that I shall write again here on #wordpress. I am writing a lot lately on my note book which suits me pretty good for thoughts which I want to write down, right away. I am in a tough period…

25 [short]

Take your time Believe in you Do some walking —than she left … KD Those were her last words before she left me, standing in front of my porch, holding my dog . I replied nothing. It was cold outside and I thought about just to go in , calm down and drink some hot…

24

Rainy day Rainy day has come, all is peaceful outside, birds has left the trees and flew to south, I am waiting for my mind to stop thinking but it works by itself free of charge. Oh and just when I wanted to stop, bird came to my window and started asking me questions; I…

23

It’s been a while I wrote something. I’ve had a busy week and emotionally hard. We, with my girlfriend have very tough times lately, arguing on daily basis and it’s not getting any better with us. For a longer time now I am thinking of moving out and finding my own place to live, but…

22 [short]

be….
…only I wish this would happen often….
….today was one of those hard days, lots of self fighting , judging that I’m really glad it’s night and time

21 [story]

….down…all of a sudden she realized she is empty and whole in the same time. She realized she doesn’t need anything to keep her in this struggle….she left….

20 [short]

With positive thoughts all seems a little bit easier, even though all around is still the same.
We need to push ourselves, push our minds to not think negative and be worried.